i think i’ve decided this might be the best way to get it out, all these stupid feelings need words to speak them, eyes to reach them. i want to tell you I’m sorry i never met you the way i always dreamed. i want you to know you inspired me to reach farther than most ever would, you taught me how beautiful the world is, how beautiful i could be, and how beautiful, loving, kind, caring,...
why, oh why...
sometimes i think im just thinking too much or caring too much or wishing too much im not sure which one it is or if all or maybe none but its something inside me bursting out troubled by the sadness and regret im always so content so happy so calm inside my own head the place where good dreams and ideas and thoughts float to make me whole and full of careful reality but every...
its kinda funny how...
at a good concert, the people of that town feel pretty damn special to have this going on and its interesting when the band yells “thank you, you guys were wonderful” or what have you whether sincere or not we believe we were the best audience in world at that moment because were having one of the happiest moments of our lives thank you so much you beautiful, beautiful...
sometimes it never really made sense anyway it was just nonsense, the way good nonsense should always be to someone light and easy to look through and around as though it was never made up of anything more than perhaps a whim of dreams and star dust though in the end we a all made of the same things nothing really keeps the old and the new from coming together and while that seems like...
i need about $120 quite soon to partake in some very wonderful things and im not talking stupid things like movies and dinner and such i mean important life changing things and no im not exaggerating only… i know i wont get $120 in enough time as i dont have a job or any kind of money income what-so-ever and am having the damnedest time finding a job of any kind or size so...
Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it...– Oogway, Kung Fu Panda
my skin is freezing
but my hands are burning hot
oh hunny, you havent seen this town till youve...
i seriously need some espèces
(cash) for some new clothes ive had these same damned clothes for yearsss and i hate looking like a high-schooler when im definitely nottt anymore
a tiiiny bit sad that when my birthday comes this month nothing exciting that i want to happen will happen i must be a nice person and do something my friend wants to do “in honor of my birthday” the day before and wants me to come just because she pry would be bored anyways and i dont even want to go to this because it isnt what i like to spend my day doing and even if...
food blogs are just amazing<3 haha people who dont like cooking and baking could never understand the beauty of it all PS.PS.PS. i love 3OH!3 they make me feel like its truly summer when i listen to them and it feels goodddddd to be single with their music playin ;] anyone understanding where im coming from?
so i noticed while looking in the mirror
that, yes, my hair does look fine short and im not talking cropped short but nearly at the jaw short thank you to a daring decision to chop it all off one day because i was bored of it but now i must defeat one of my biggest loves (the love of change) and grow my hair long, long, long ive been meaning too have it very long for sooo many years but i just cannot deal with the amount of...
i woke up to 23 new pages of posts from you guys haha well i gotta get all ready to drive somewhere and btw, does it feel like saturday already to anyone else?
it has been said
that in this life we must be strong we must learn to let go of the things we love most in the world so that when they are gone we shall still be able to live i stood, drinking some green tea and pondered this idea when i decided that the thing that means most to me is you and shall always be for the rest of life itself until of the universes eternal end and the next universe’s ...
i need to
pick up another hobby so that when i get writers block i still have something to do instead of laze about all day :/ i have a lot of hobbies but most need money to buy stuff to do them and i am broke so i need an new inexpensive hobby any ideas for me?
oh why yes i am watching “Robin Hood: Men in Tights” and as a matter of fact i love it and laugh at it every time i see it thank you very much
at 10.30 at night when ive been sick for over 3 weeks and its been a miserably hot day and my head hurts to hell not to mention im off to an early bed had better be of life and death or probably of mice and men perhaps you had better be telling me the thing im WAITING for you to tell me personally but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO youre asking for SOMETHING asfdkshdfkjshdkfhks FU. kaythanks
i have every light in my house on
because in need to vacuum every little bit since ive been lazy and sick for too long and when i say vacuum i mean also sucking up any spiders i find since i just found one and killed it and im sure ill find more around here yuck
i have a feeling
that i am going to fall asleep in a fit of exhastion tonight with papers, books and journals spread upon my bed a laptop blaring at me to continue my work my phone blinking at me to answer and a head full of tangled ideas sleep can only come so soon
im too hard on myself 24/7
As Harold took a bite of Bavarian sugar cookie, he finally felt as if everything...– Kay Eiffel, Stranger Than Fiction
According to Greek mythology, humans were...
beneathmybones: spaceouttt: nofleshnobones: omg-olivia: meddybob: ffinderskeepers: erikavw:lottieaston: nicolapeyton this is a very darling thought.
just stick to one thing for days at a time for weeks at a time for months, years, decades at a time i need change i love change i want change it is new it is exciting it is fresh it is renewing it is my souls thirst
sleeping is in order to restore my sickened head to refresh my weary thoughts not to mention restore my unbridled doubts oh poor pages i never finished ideas that never came to bonne nuit mon peu merveille
i tend to work much better
with my hair tied up out of my face like a certain Violet Baudelaire though i have no pretty hair ribbons like herself
sometimes i get so excited
that i cannot breathe and im okay with it that nothing can take me away from that happiness and im in love with it that when i get my breath back the only sound i make is a high pitched giggle and i adore it that the only feeling that comes back to me is goosebumps and i think thats the best feeling
these 8 pages
are atm only reaching a paragraph and a half there is a difference between knowing just what to write and finding the perfect words